(Source: datshiit-cray)

Level of boredom reached: sit at home balancing as many felt-tip pens as possible on duck face.

What is my life?

You know you’re bored when you do something like this.

I lied a few times. Deal with it.

Appearance 

I have/had piercings besides the ears.
I want piercings besides the ears.
I have many scars.
I tan easily.
I wish my hair was a different color.
I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
I have/want a tattoo.
I can be self-conscious about my appearance.
I have/had braces. 
I have more than two piercings.

Embarrassment

Disney movies still make me cry.
I’ve laughed so hard I’ve cried.
I’ve glued my hand to something.
I’ve laughed until some kind of beverage came out of my nose.
I’ve had my pants rip in public.
I’ve touched something sharp/hot/etc to see if it would hurt.

Health

I’ve gotten stitches.
I’ve broken or dislocated a bone.
I’ve had my tonsils removed.
I’ve had my wisdom teeth removed.
I’ve had chicken pox.

Travel

I’ve been to Florida. 
I’ve driven/ridden over 200 kilometres in one day. 
I’ve been on a plane.
I’ve been to Colombia.
I’ve been to Cuba.
I’ve been to Niagara Falls.
I’ve been to Ottawa
I’ve been to the Caribbean.
I’ve been to Europe.

Experiences

I’ve gotten lost in my city.
I’ve seen a shooting star.
I’ve wished on a shooting star.
I’ve seen a meteor shower.
I’ve gone out in public in my pajamas. 
I’ve pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
I’ve slapped someone.
I’ve kissed someone underwater.
I’ve gone skinny-dipping.
I’ve chugged something.
I’ve crashed a car / been in a car crash.
I’ve been skiing.
I’ve been in a musical.
I’ve auditioned for something.
I’ve been on stage.
I’ve caught a snowflake on my tongue.
I’ve sat on a rooftop at night.
I’ve pranked someone.
I’ve ridden in a taxi.

Honesty / Crime

I’ve been arrested.
I’ve been threatened to be arrested.
I’ve broken a law.           Probably? Nothing serious!
I’ve done something I promised someone I wouldn’t.
I’ve done something I promised myself I wouldn’t.
I’ve sneaked out.
I’ve lied about my whereabouts.
I’ve cheated while playing a game.
I’ve been in a fist fight.

Death

I’m afraid of dying.
I hate funerals.
I’ve seen someone/something die.
Someone close to me has attempted/committed suicide.
I’ve thought about suicide before.
I’ve written a eulogy for myself.

Materialism

I own over 5 rap CDs.
I’m obsessed with anime/manga.
I collected comic books.
I own a lot of makeup.
I own something from Pac Sun.
I own something from The Gap.
I own something I got on E-Bay.
I own something from Abercrombie.
I thrive on compliments.
I thrive on hate.

Random

I can sing well.            Relatively well I’d like to think?
I’ve stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
I open up to others easily.
I watch the news occasionally or always.
I don’t like to kill bugs.
I sing in the shower.
I’m a morning person.
I’m a sports fanatic.
I twirl my hair.
I care about grammar.
I love spam.
I’ve copied more than 30 CDs in a day.
I bake well.
My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, blue, red, black, purple, or orange.
I would wear pajamas to school.
I laugh at my own jokes.
I eat fast food weekly.
I’ve not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
I can’t sleep if there’s a spider in the room.
I’m really ticklish.
I like white chocolate.
I bite my nails.
I’m good at remembering faces.
I’m good at remembering names.
I’m good at remembering dates.
I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.

People
…ask if I’m anorexic/bulimic.            Yeah it’s happened..
…call me fat.
…say I’m skinny.
…say I’m ugly.
…say I’m pretty. 
…spread rumors about me.
…force me to eat.
…say I eat too much.
…say I eat too little.
…don’t know I have an eating disorder.

Family

I’ve sworn at my parents.
I’ve planned to run away from home before.
I’ve run away from home.
My biological parents are together.
I have a sibling less than one year old.
I want kids. 
I’ve had kids.
I’ve lost a child.

Relationships

I’m single. 
I’m in a relationship.
I’m engaged.
I’m married.
I’m a swinger.
I’ve gone on a blind date.
I have/had a friend with benefits.
I miss someone right now.
I have a fear of abandonment. 
I’ve gotten divorced.
I’ve had feelings for someone who didn’t have them back.
Someone has had feelings for me when I didn’t have them back.
I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t.
I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did.
I’ve kept something from a past relationship.

Sexuality

I’m a cuddler.
I’ve been kissed in the rain.            Probably? ;___;
I’ve hugged a stranger.
I’ve kissed a stranger.

Bad times

I’ve consumed alcohol.
I regularly drink.            I guess!
I can’t swallow pills.
I can swallow numerous pills at a time without difficulty.
I’ve been diagnosed with clinical depression at some point.
I have/had anxiety problems.
I shut others out when I’m upset.
I don’t have anyone to talk to when I’m upset.
I take anti-depressants.
I’ve slept an entire day before.
I’ve hurt myself on purpose before.
I am / have been addicted to self-harm.
I’ve woken up crying.
I’ve cried myself to sleep.
I’ve plotted revenge.

Coitus. Now.

I’ve discovered recently just how terrible I am at sharing emotions with other people. 

Whenever I feel upset, I tend to hide it completely, and walk around with the mask stuck firmly on my face. If however that slips and anyone actually asks what’s wrong, I deflect and divert my way out of any probing questions, or if I can see that anything is moving into an area I know will spark some emotion, I’ll make a joke and change the subject.

I guess I’ve had no real purge of emotion, no sense of catharsis, all because I’m too scared to let anyone in.

Freud would have a whale of a time with me, I’m sure.

(Source: goforthandsmile)

I’ve been having loads of dreams recently. I enjoy having dreams but then you wake up and think about it and realise just how fucked up your life is that your subconscious had to draw all of that to your attention in a dream. Urgh.

(Source: laughinlikeadamnhyena)

(Source: emulidae)

So as my 18th birthday is coming up (4th of March - I expect presents from you) I thought I should set some targets, some things I want to have done by the time I’m 21 while I’m young and virile and whatnot. So this is where I am so far

1. Perform a concert of solely my own music
2. Go to a foreign country alone
3. Have a job (that I enjoy)
4. Learn to play a new instrument.
5. Buy something old and beautiful.
6. Be involved in a professional theatre production
7. Go on a skiing holiday
8. …

So I have a week until I’m 18 and I may need some help with the other 14…

So help me Tumblr - what would you like to have achieved by the time you’re 21?

davvify:

This is normal right? XD

I love our conversations.

I thought that by leaving, the sadness would go away. Truth is, it just means that now I have to face it alone.

(Source: anditlingers)

Lay in a bed with fresh sheets, listening to Adams’ “Shaker Loops”. The amount of eargasms I’ve had is untrue.

I so desperately want to be in rehearsals for something. To wake up tomorrow and walk into a studio or a concert hall and act / compose / play my way to bliss for a day.

I can’t wait until the next project comes along. I’m so ready to throw myself into something else. I need to be creative and I need to perform.

It’s a bizarre urge, but if you have ever felt it, then you know exactly what I mean.